It's a warm day!

As the title of this post goes, the humid and sauna-style weather is killing me soon! I just can't seem to calm down >_<.

Oh ya, I just discovered this blog today which trying to create a new blog for myself. This blog has been created one year ago and I've not used it yet! Hence, I'm going to revive it and send in tons and tons of posts from now on.. Had a really fun day yesterday but feeling kinda low today. Probably due to the weather, I don't feel happy. Argh.. I'm going mad! >_<..

Was browsing through some blog skins this afternoon and saw a quote from one of them:

"Love is not about finding someone you can live with, but someone you cant live without."

Yes, it's true and I do agree much on this quote.. I feel that in every relationship, it is important that both parties need each other in order for the relationship to last. If you are to couple or marry someone just because you find that he/she is an acceptable partner to live with for the rest of your life, then just leave things as it is and let fate settle your lives for you, that is probably not love anymore. I donno wat that kind of love refers to.. But definitely, that kind of relationship is probably not going to last, or rather it seems unhappy..

When I stop and ponder.. I feel that my feelings for him seem to have changed and no longer like in the past. It seems like I can live without him, but I'm just living with him still. He seemed to have gotten used to seeing me less often too. All in all, we don't really behave like sweet couples and it has been quite a while. Ya. I'm going to tell him about it soon.

I'm having mixed feelings lately. And especially now! Sometimes I feel love is there in my life, and sometimes I don't feel it. I'm confused..